Helloo , back .. Today didnt go skul coz abit no mood .

Yesterday quarreled again )':

And it is not the same as how we use to quarrel ,

Cried and walked homee .. Actually wanted to slash hand ,

but iie didnt .. D':

Late @ nite was abit okay le coz mummy make me happy.

This is a secret between me , mummy and korkor .. So pleasee shh ..

Baby , iie have somethiing to tell you ..

Baby : Im sorry , iie cant do aniithiing but lyke tt .

iie really hapoe we would lastlong and this would stop .

iie know iie have hurt you alot , but did you notice tt ,

you hurt me more ? iie know you dont .

iie cant control you aniimore and iie wont . Iie just hope tt this would stop .

Maybe iie wont be meeting you for some tymes .

This is not mia , iiejust dontwant to quarrel again .

If you ask me why, iie'll tell you is tt , when we meet didnt quarrel de ?

Not even once rite ? So stop seeing you and others is the right choice for me and others .

Im sorry , iie also dontwant to be lyke tt de .

Im just a little gurl with a stupid idiot attitude ,

and always make peepos angry .

This is wad go gave me .

He give me lotslots of friiend , a wonderful boyfriiend ,

But he gave me a bad attitude tt everyone hates it ..

So no point of giving me all this plus this attitude .

If iie could choose , iie would choose not to have this attitude ,

iie would choose not to have this life ,

or even not to born in this world D':

iie would rather choose to die .. Coz iie cant go aniiwhere . D:

Outside many places , my hse outside , my living room and even my room ,

have our happy and sad memories .

iie cant open my eyes , when iie open , iie will thiink and see alotalot of memories

of us holding hands , hugging , kissing . Wad should iie do ?

Who can help me ? iie hope nao iie can have a listener to give me advice ,

or a medicine to make me forget all my thiings or even die ! D:

Iloveeyou and missyou ! And lastly , im sorry D':

KELLY TAN LITING WILL LOVEES KANGKIANBENG TILL ETERNITY ! D: