I felt tt im so selfish .

I didnt think for others but only myself .

Lyke how selfish iie treat Yenling .

I thiink I really should giveup on her .

I dontwish to cry for her again and again .

And how selfish I treat Weikiat and Alwin .

I should not say about ******* bad thiings to them .

Since they lovees her , I should encourage them to go for it,

and not say those thiings to them .

And how selfish my attitude towards Bii .

I should not always attitude him ,

I should not always ' Chu Qi ' on him .

Hais .. Aiya , iie dontknow la .

All this thiings is just of JEALOUSY .

I really doesnt know wad to do .

Should I dontcare ? hais D: