Hellooooo. It has been quite long since i last update.

As i said, i update no update same. No tags after all. -.-

Okay, nehmind. I write for myself t read. :x

Life was good for me, me and my boyf was good.

On the 11th day, we quarrel just because of a small matter.

About piercing, stupid right? I dont know wad t do.

Whether t close it or not, im confused.

But i doesnt wants t quarrel with him.

I love him, alot. Forever, till eternity. (L)

Hmmmmm, hope we would stop those quarrels.

It has been the 15th day since we've been together. And counting. (:

Arg, i just read finish Low Kay Hwa's book. 'Destiny's Cries'.

Its a fxcking sad and touching story.

The boy was 17 and the girl was 23.

They feel in love with each other.

The girl has some kind of thingy going thru her blood or something,

and she has t die or she will hai other people die.

She always wanted t jump off the building.

But something is controlling her.

She can go t another reality.

The boy loves her alot, he doesnt wants t see her die.

So he sacrifice himself for saving the girl.

The boy dies, but before tt.

He didnt tell the girl tt he was gonna die because of her.

Her lied t her, he made her hate him.

Aftertt he wrote a letter, put it in a balloon and let it go.

He died at the end, fxcking sad. My tears was like flowing down, )':

The fiirst book i read was 'You are here' .

It was another sad and touching story too.

A boy and a girl met when they are in primary skul.

The boy kept bullying the girl until one day they fall for each other.

They been together for 15years.

When they were 8, they went t Jurong Bird park.

They was lost, it rains heavily. Aftertt, there's a rainbow.

When they are 16, the boy brings the girl back t JBP(Jurong Bird park).

They made a promise, tt after every 8years they would go JBP t make another promise.

Until they are 80years old. They think about the future,

After their O's they would go JC. After tt the girl go work,

the guy go for NS. After he come out they work together.

At 23years old, they would married. At 24 would have childrens.

And the made a description ' A boy mets a girl, they fall in love with each other and been together, they live happily ever after. '

They went t a factory t work while waiting for their O's result.

The boy attitude change, he love another girl working in factory too.

But the girl wad older den him, he brokeup with the girl.

Aftertt, he knows tt the another was just using him.

So they didnt meet alr. The girl called the guy and wanted t tell him,

tt her mother is dead, but the boy doesnt want t listen.

The boy finds a new girlf. Call Wendy, they been together.

Until one day, the boy mets the girl by coincidence. They chat,

the guy falls inlove back with her. Wendy doesnt knows.

One day, while the boy having lunch with Wendy, the girl called.

She was sick, having high fever. The boy wanted t tell Wendy the truth.

Bu has no chance t talk. The boy accompany Wendy till she go home,

den rush t the girl's house. She's veh sick, the boy send her t hospital.

She has a sickness, at fiirst. The boy tot tt it was because of the high fever she had.

But its not, its because she cant accept tt the boy leave her.

She's sad, she love him alot. She had alot people in her mind talking t her.

The girl will be shrieking younger after every 2weeks.

She was 22, but her mindset will be younger after every 2weeks.

She crys for burgers and plays with Hello Kitty. The boy cant take it,

he wanted t leave her. But after knowing the real truth why she became like tt.

He felt guilty. He stayed at her side every moment. He quitted his job.

He wants t takecares of her until the day she recover.

One day, he brought her t JBP. The girl crys for burgers and plays with HelloKitty.

The boy cant take it. He walk away and leave her ALONE there.

Aftertt, he thinks. She 22 but her mindset is younger. How can he leave a kid there by its own.

He rans back, she is gone. He ran away he Birdpark find her.

He saw her at the road side, he shouts her name.

She didnt hear because she was hearing t her own songs.

She turns back and saw him, she ran towards him. A car was there horning her but she could not hear. The driver bang till her. She's dead,

The last word he heard from her wad .. ' You are here .. '

A sad story right? Exchanging books with Precious and Sweetlove.

I love Low Kay Hwa's book, but i dont like the ending. ):

Cause it always makes me drop my tears. D':

Okay, quite long post for today. Cause of those storys. :x

Its 1:24am now, gotta sleep. Eyes shutting sooon.

Nights and ZaiJiannnnn peoples! :D