This picture, remember?

Our very first photo took together on 25Jan2012.

On 74 bus, we were on the way back hougang.

That day morning, i pon school and went over to your house.

You keep sleeping, Justin and Shuting was there too. Sleeping also.

So, i use your computer. I disturb you till you wake up.

After that you prepared, i went home. You and Justin went to Kovan.

And then, we met. Bus to amk with Emily, Peanut, Justin, Me and You.

Watched movie and everything. Remember? I really miss you alot.

Yesterday you came to sintua. Its was the 6th.

I was totally stun when i saw a golden hair, i thought Bill dye hair.

And I look carefully, it was you. I stun, i dont know what to do.

My heart skipped a beat, im so scared. Seriously.

We didnt talk. But i finally talked to your god.

I finally said sorry to him, but i still got attitude him a lil.

And blahblah. After you come back, we didnt talk.

Until the clock strike after 12, and its the 7th.

We started to talk. Im really happy to see us talking again.

But, im also very scared. Im always praying that, someday, sometime.

You would come back to my side, not playing me. Truly love me.

Yesterday we talked quite alot of things, you saw my ipod that i still put our photos as lock screen. You lend my ipod and went to see it.

I dont know what you are thinking, but seriously. I miss you and wants you back. ;')

Emily helped you put nail polish, and you helped her put back.

We challenge that if i put on emily's hand uglier than yours,

i must let you put. But in the end, i didnt let you to.

Frankly speaking, i got A LIL of jealousy in my heart.

But i didnt show it, cause i know Emily would get angry and attitude me again.

A really like one part of our conversation yesterday.

I was like, '我不要跟你讲话liao.'

You: 你sure吗？

Me: Hanar.

You: 你可以meh？

Me: 习惯liao.

You: 你会习惯是因为我们没有讲话，没有meet leh.

Me: -Silence-

I know its like nothing, but too me. Its always something.

Its like your hinting that we will meet again.

And now, im thinking, will you come to sintua next friday?

A part of me wants him to come so that i can see him,

but a part of me doesnt wants him to come because i want talk to Laifu's god about him.

I seriously dont know what im think and what im gonna do.

I more dont know what you are thinking.

Sometimes, i seriously wish that i got those powerful eyes.

So i can see thru your heart and your mind.

See whether you are real or fake,

whether you are truly loving me or not.

But for now, i just want you back to my life. With your heart fully with me.

I want you to love me, to care for me, to not leave me.

Always remember, trust me. I love you. :')