Confusedgirl97.

Hai Wim-my, I'm back got miss me? I swear I'm super confused now, I don't know what to do. Came home around 12:40plus, and says to myself that I'm going to bed on 1. But then now is alr 1:33am, I'm still using iPad. Hahaha, go beloved is attached. To xiaohew. Hahaha, Hewett uh. Lastlong ok? Don't shy shy le, :p Had a h2h with beloved just now, heed some advice. Still don't know what to do, hais. Maybe should just let nature take its course barh. ): So now sister one by one being attached, not for Erin cause she's ALWAYS spazzing for her Ilhoon, Lolol. All the single ladies, out your hands up. *Hands up high, look around.* only me single, foreveralone . DDD; K, so went to KNCY's blog. Saw this post, was post on the 23rd of july. Here is goes:

Its just for you.
I'm wondering sometimes . How long more will you love me ? How deep do you love me ? Will you do anything just for me ? Will you wait for me even if i'm attach ? I know our conversation is nothing much but i just want it to continue forever . ( If can ) We may have quarrel in our conversation but don't you think whatever we quarrel are those kind of things that is so lame ? We need to understand each other more . You always send me back one word reply and you expect me to start the conversation again which i don't really like uh .. If i were to be in a relationship one day with a girl , what would your expression be ? Would you still be loving me like now how you love me ? Would you still care for me ? I don't think so . I think you would get hurt and cry . I don't want to see this happen . Not say it's impossible for us to patch but i just need time to settle down first before we really get into relationship . I hope you understand . I know you won't wait for me too long also , if by the time we haven't get into relationship and you found another person you love , then just go ahead and be with him . Don't waste time waiting for me if you think it's too long already . Yesterday was suppose to be our 7th month together and i know you know it's the day and i don't think we did quarrel but just that we talk very less . Hope we could meet up soon and caught movies , slack or club soon ? Haha yeah :) 

After this post, he posted a photo of him and the caption was. ' And yes, this is the photo I upload with our anniversary. ' I sumpah I don't know what is he thinking sial.. Sometimes you say until you really really love me a lot, and treat me so good. But then sometimes we quarreled till no end, you say a lot of bad things about me, post twitter post Facebook. What are you seriously thinking? If only I had the super power that can read other people's mind, that would be great. So yeah, life is fine for me, actually not really fine. But still can take it, whatever I do. I have to remember to keep that smile on my face, so people would think that I'm fine. Right? Yeah, so how are you Wim? I hope you are not lonely and is doing fine, I'm trying to come everyday to visit you and see you alr. If you still feel lonely, I'm sorry. ): I will always love you though ok? I mean it, ok. Time checked: 1:43am. Have to sleep now, tmr schooling. Plus working, hope I can wakeup. Annyeong hejumusaeyo Wim-my, chaljayo. <3 Saranghae. (I only know this three Korean words, so I'm always only saying this three. Hahaha.)