I never told you.

Have you ever thought of losing me?

Are you afraid of losing me?

This post is dedicated to my dear boy. Jerrold.CJZ.

From the time we get together till now, we only meet on Friday and Saturday. 

Or maybe sometimes on the public holidays if i never work.

But now, for next whole week. We cant even meet on the Friday and Saturday.

Because you this lil mummy boy is going overseas with your parents.

And i this pathetic lil girl will miss you alot. Like, really alot.

And i have to endure 8days without texting and seeing my beloved boyfriend. Or maybe 11days ?

Even from now, i cannot text you alr. Cause things went wrong and your phone cannot use. 

Pathetic much? And i'll be a annoying girl going around telling people how much i miss my boyfriend. ):

Dear, we've only been together for 17days. And another 14days to our first month.

Have you got what you want to get for me? :3 I think of giving you what alr.

But haven't prepare. Im scared that things cock up and my present will delay.

Hope and pray that it wont uh. I will really miss you alot. D; Will you miss me like how i miss you?

You have to know that, 我没有办法没有了你, 你对我很重要.

Im super sorry for how i treated you from the very start. Im sorry for what i did, and how you tolerate me.

Now i know, how much you care and how much you really love me. After that talk we had on the 11th August downstairs my house. Now, i WILL really 'precious' the things around me.

I say it, i mean it. Believe me once more, okay?

Friends around me are saying that you are no difference from other guys, also only saysay niaa. 

But, I believe you, i know you are not like those guys who've hurt me before.

I know you would really mean your words, i know you really care. 

And i know you really love me. I believe you ok? 

Even though you will never get to see this, but its okay. Cause im writing this to you someday, sometimes.

So be patient to see this okay? Hahah, i really miss you alot.

And the feeling of not texting you, really sucks to the fucking core.

Despite my flaws and everything, i met you and you still choose to be with me.

Even though we got together not by we love each other, is by some idiots who fake things out.

And even though we didnt get to know each other well before we get together.

But im really very happy to be called yours. 

From 270720120650; Im yours, and YOUR MINE. So you better dont go hong zharbor ok. :@

I dont like sharing, your mine. You stay. Your not, go away. 

So if any zharbor dare come near you or you go near any zharbor,

you will die, same goes to that zharbor. Understandd?!?! <3 p="p">

We will enjoy all the good times and overcome the bad days together, right? (: 

I love you just the way you are, you may not be the cutest or the most handsome guys out there, 

but to me, you are. 

You think that you are stupid that you cant make me smile when im sad or whatever. 

I know you've tried, that's all it is. Alright?

Dont always be an paranoid shit ok? I love you, that's all. 

As long as i love you and you love me, nothing is impossible. Okay? Wo ai ni. <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">