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Hai. This post are not meant to make anyone angry, but if i do. then too bad.
If you bu xiao xin de pass by here and saw this, then you are really 'lucky'
But if you know my link and come just to see if i post anything, then you will be scolding me on twitter or in message or in my face or what so ever after you read this.

Firstly , _l_ . middle finger for everyone that say will stay, but end up leaving me.

Secondly , not posting anything on twitter or facebook or what doesnt means that i mia-ed. FYI. Doesnt post anything, not contacting anyone, stayed in the room for the whole day, this is call mia. But i did contact people. Remember the first time me and j quarreling and all of your call me to go down mac? And each of you, scold me, say me turn by turn? Remember we are saying about respect? I know attitude your for nothing, im not respecting your. And im younger, whatever i do is not respecting your. But do your think about it? So what your are older then me by 1 years old? If you want someone to respect you, you have to respect people first, isnt it? No matter the person is younger or older or same age as you, right ? One by one taking turns to say me is not respecting me, posting things on twitter saying me is not respecting me. I didnt say anything doesnt means i dont want to or what, its because. I still want each and everyone of you to be in my life.

Thirdly , Why is it that whatever i do also lame? Just because im young and have a childish mindset? Why is it that everytime me and j quarrel or even break, its my fault? Just because i treated him not good enough? Do i owe your something, or did i did something wrong in my past life to your? I dont know uh.

Fourthly , of cause all of your doesnt wants to me go back. Go back ruin your life, go back being a burden. Of cause your wont give a damn, because having me in your life just suck right? I know. Im just a extra in your life, having me or not doesnt make any change. Solve? There's nothing to solve isnt it ? Know why your would say this? Because wouldnt me, your still have your boyfriend, sisters and brothers. Did your actually try to be in my shoe and think? After me and him broke up, everyone is with him. Even my close-est sisters. Did i mention that i only have you this people? This sisters? I think i did. And without your, my life becomes empty. No happiness, no laughters, nothing. Yeah, im being so ... attract attention. Your gonna say that right? Yeah, because im childish, im only 15. I got a childish mindset. Maybe to your, its okay to not have me in your life. But to me, without your in my life is like. There's no point in my life anymore. Now im gonna be aa now okay.

Hey, remember you say that even if me and him really broke, you will never leave me? Cause i really mean something to you? I do remember. Promises that cant be fulfill is a lie. So saying that you will never leave, that i mean something to you is just a lie? Maybe i agree that its my fault to always go out with James. But, he's leaving. thats the reason why. And yes, i regret that i did this. But i guess he broke up not just because of this right? I dont know. I know, saying out all this doesnt make any change, and maybe your would be more angry, more hate me. I know, maybe your side him is because your know him longer than me. And i have a really suckish attitude. Im sorry for that. Im not gonna say anything anymore, cause i know your would throw pan and plates at me alr. But hey, please keep this in mind. No matter how far we all are, your would always be in my heart. No matter how much your hate me, i would still love your.

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