Family? Hah.

Picture up there? Yeah. Happy family. May i ask, where's mine?

I mean, hello. I dont expect much you know. 

I just want a normal father and mother. Not saying you both are not. 

What are home for? Can anyone explain to me?

To me? Home, are somewhere i sleep. ONLY I SLEEP.

Or maybe, i dont even wanna go home. Cause i dont want a home like this.

Separated till like this, what? Shit .

I know there are more worst family problems than i do .

But i just fucking hate this you know.

I thank you both for not divorcing when me and kor was young. 

Cause you both didnt want a young child like us to be fatherless or motherless.

But now, you think you both can do this? No. 

We're children too, we need this house, this family. We need you.

But what shit you both made out ? Seriously ?

Mother: I got no rights to care for you? What the fuck you talking?

You are my mother, you doesnt care about me, doesnt care when i dont go home , 

doesnt means i dont . I care k. Because i still want you , still love you .

Always not coming home worrys me, i dont come home 1-2days.

You? You dont come home like what? 4-5days? 1week ? 

You are my mother, please. Think before you fucking say something .

Father: Family didnt offend you, you dont come home shouting like one mad dog.

We aint your punching bag. Dont vent everything to us.

Dont scold us like idiots, and dont bring back your friend and scold us. 

Is this what we call family ? I do really love you both .

But no, im not keeping anything. Fuck all of you .

Imagine, just imagine . You are 15 years old. You came back, opening every door.

No one was home, no a single person. Even the dog doesnt bark anymore. 

At 2plus in the morning, this situation happens to you.

How do you feel, fucked up, angry, sad, disappointed , whatever shit .

Just fuck this world, fuck my life.

I dont know last generation what i did wrong, but that was the past. 

Past things should settle in the past, isnt it ? 

Why, why am i always the one suffering from this lanjiao things.

Suffering from all this things is one thing, not having anyone beside you hearing you say all those things is another thing. You know? Fuck my life i swear. 

I hope worlds end now, really do .

Im being aa k, whatever. Those we accidently type wrong link, 

or whatever, judge me for all i care. Im aint gonna care. 

I AM A ATTENTION SEEKER OK. FUCK OFF.