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Above the picture is like my heart. 

My heart, has a scar. Because of you. 

The feeling is like, i dont know. Once i saw it, im like. 

My heart totally sank. I dont know why.

I mean, i didnt know i would love you so deeply.

I didnt know i HAVE alr love you so much. 

Its like, i gave you the key to my heart. You have to open it as soon as possible, 

if not my heart couldnt take it and will break.

But you didnt open it, you threw it away. 

And walked away , with other people.
This is so much pain, i dont want this feeling.
My scars are deep, and cannot be healed.
Im forever wounded, forever in pain.
I cant recover, i am too hurt.

I know it sounds really dramatic, but no. Its so real.

Its so hurtful. I dont know how should i react anymore.

I dont know what i should do. It seriously suck. Really.

What? Should i go around annoying people with my problems which they dont wanna know?

Or i should just keep it to myself and be a loner who hide in the room everyday?

I dont know, really dont know what to do. Suck.
Why would you cause me this? How could you do this to me?
What are you doing to me? What did i ever do to you?
The only thing i've ever done, is love you.

2013? You aint any better.