Ok hai. Today's blog post would be about my brother. Nothing bad about him, just really admire him.
First, he can dont study. Can dont pon school, but still have such a great results. Whatever he do, even if its wrong, parents and relatives still looks up on him. He's so good in alot of things, or should i say. Everything.
He's always , everytime giving a lanjiao face at home. Giving lanjiao attitude at home. But he's really happy, laughing real hard when he's outside with he's friends. He can dont give a damn about family, even if something happens. He can stay really calm when something happens. I seriously dont know how can he do that. How i wish i can too. This way, maybe it would be much more better. He has a really good and perfect clique. He's clique always stays together, go out together, bound together. He's clique never split, never once fell apart. He's life is like, just so perfect. He gets what he wants, even he done something wrong. Nobody would remember. 同人不同命. Why do i have everything he has in opposite? It really suck you know? I got bad results, even i tried to catch up the very last minute i still fail. Family, relatives, friends, even strangers, look down on me. I also get scolded for whatever i didnt do wrong. I fail in doing everything, i cant dont give a damn about anything. Im always worrying about everything and anything. I got nervous whenever something happens. I doesnt have a clique, even if i do? It falls apart, quarrels and everything. Because of me. I dont ask for anything from my parents, i get shit. He always ask for new things from my parents, he get perfect life. Does this means i should ask for more , ask for anything ? Whenever i done something wrong? Just a little minor thing? Everyone remembers. Fuck my life. Yes. Im jealous, we're having the same mother and father, but why? Why do our life so fucking different? Ok forget it, this is life. This is reality, i have to accept the fact right? Hah, serve me right. kbai.