Alone.

' But sometimes, being alone sucks cause you've got no one to talk to '

Hai Wim-my, i've updated your brah yesterday again. Sorry for updating him and not you. I got nothing to say though. But im still trying to think of things to say. So now a days im always at home. Didnt went to school also. Screw my body clock lol. Yeah, i think geek have drifted alot. Really hate to say it. But yes, i think we drift alot. Something happened to Precious and she's trying her best to stay strong. Didnt really meet cause she is still not better and as a sister i suck, i dont know how to consol her, i just . Did nothing. How useless can i be? Hah . Im sorry Precious, i suck as being your sister. I did nothing. Im sorry. I know its really hard to stay happy, but i still hope you can get out of it soon. Wait, get out of it? What am i saying? I also dont know. I just hope you can be you , like how you used to be. Happy girl, and everything. I know its hard, but i also dont know. I just dont wish to see you like this. Urg, whatever. Next, Beloved. She got job and boyfriend also no time liao. Even meet also not much thing to do and say liao. Sian ah. Also dont know what to do, you dont always quarrel with your boyfriend ok? Stay happy also. Wait, you like happy hor lol. Stay more happy haha. And lastly, Sweetheart. Studies is the only thing in her mind lol. Not saying that its not good. Jiayous ba. Peace people. Smile away your problems. Let bygone be bygones. Everything will be fine alright, i love you all . I love geek . lol what am i saying . I got totally nothing to say. So whatever. 

Had my cheek operation done, sad me. The hole is officially closed. That means that Z wont talk to me cause i dont have that piercing and i dont have the looks. Whatever. Get to the back of my head and to the deepest in my heart ok. I dont wanna see you anymore. Fuck you. k. So after operation mummy bought alot of Elmo stuffs for me as i cried after walking out of operation room. All her fault, she kept on saying how ugly i look. Then end up telling people that its only a small scar, nothing big, like pimple. How lame is she. But i love her cause she really cares alot for me. Even though she can be a really fucked up bitch some times, but she's still my precious lovable mummy after all . I love you okay mummy. So yea, talking about my cheek. There's a ugly scar now, and i've officially become a ugly bitch. Cause i dont smile anymore. It hurts like some kind of dog uh seriously. HURTS ALOT. I think can compare to the pain im suffering from my heart lo lol. So yeah .................... Nothing to say liao . Just hope that the scar will be gone. Dear Scar, GET AWAY MY FACE. I DONT NEED YOU. Thankyou. Sincerely, Me. 

That's all for today i guess. So im done here wim-my, its rather short. But also abit long. lol. What the hell am i saying. Ok la, i'll miss you. Miss me too alright. I'll try to update you more. I love you. 

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