Thursday, May 31, 2012


Suddenly found this picture. And my mind is running thru his image and his things. ;/
I dreamt about this guy who broke my heart, 
and didnt have the intention to mend it back even though he wants to be close with me.
I dreamt that we both went to a party, 
i went with family and Precious, he went with his friends.
And he was attached, with a girl named Jingwen. Jingwen Hallucinating.
I was so pissed and sad, i bust into tears. 
I try to think alot of ways to make him regret that he lost me, 
but i failed. Im such a failure.
I cried, and cried. All i know how to do is cry.
Then suddenly phone rang, precious text me. I woke up.
With my cheek wet. Aircon still on, its not hot or what.
But my cheek literally wet. .__.
And after that, i went online on facebook. I saw something made me wanna really cry.
But i told myself this. 'Im strong, i dont love him, not anymore.
All he knows to do is to break my heart, he's not the one for me.
He will never be my future. He's a hongster. Dont waste your precious tears on him.
Its not worth, so kelly tan. Dont ever try to drop your tears.'
So i manage to hold up my tears, i went to washed face.
The thing i saw is, Fiona Yeo.
He's in love with Fiona Yeo. The girl he's wooing now is Fiona yeo.
He's princess is Fiona Yeo. Yeah, fiona yeo.
I got nothing much to say, they are sweet. He said he wanna put a angkong on his hand, 
with a picture of him and her. I guess, now he really loves her alot.
So, all i can is, give him, give them my blessing.
But i have something to say, i true relationship is not depends on the facebook status likes.
You love him, you accept him. You dont love him, dont give him false hope.
Dont tell him to get 50 or 100 likes on a facebook status.
If it is it, this is not love. This is puppylove.
Do you understand? Ok, whatever it is. I got no fucking rights to say anything yeah?
So, lastlong. :')  

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