Sunday, June 3, 2012


I swear i miss you alot. Remember i took this photo on Chinese New Year.
I was so worry about you, you just came back to me.
I call you, text you alot of times and you didnt reply or even answer.
Until at evening around 6 or 7, you called me.
Saying that you was at Chushi the whole day, i was like ..
Then you you never call or text me? I very worry you know?
You: Neh, i now call you alr whatt. You will worry want meh?
I thought you wont care if i dont care, you wont care if im gone.
Me: Tsk, you dont anyhow uh. I care ok. ): 
You: Okay laa okay laa, now you know im fine what. 
I after chushi then call you ok? Dont worry, byebye. 
After we kup the call, i feel somehow relieve but somehow still angry.
Still remember i post on my facebook status saying that i hate you going lion dance.
Peanut still message me call me call him and ask about you.
Boy; Hello, how are you? You know? I really do miss you alot.
Seeing you loving/liking another girl, it really gives my heart a hard hit on it.
But whatever i can do is, standing at a side, doing nothing.
Holding up all those tears, and still must manage to put up a smile on my face.
Acting like i've got over you, giving the both of you my blessings.
Doing all this is a really hard mission you know? 
If i can choose, i wont choose walking this path i swear.
Everytime we starts a conversation, i always wished for the same old thing. 
I wish we could talk like how we used to talk.
I wish we can dont talk until so awkward.
And, i wish this conversation would last forever. I wish our conversation would not stop.
But then remembering that the person you love now is not me anymore, 
all those wishes just gone missing out of a sudden. Not coming back anymore.

Okay Kelly, you should stop it now. The purpose of coming here is not to say about him.
Is to update your deadly Wim. 
Wim, im sorry to leave you alone again. Now im back, but with those rubbish.
Sorry. ): Enough of rubbish k, how's your life Wim?
Fine? Did you sleep well? Well, tell you something. I didnt. ):
I didnt sleep the whole night, i cant sleep. But by the time i can sleep, 
its the time for me to prepare. I swear i super hate my body clock now. D:
Anyways, WIM! DO YOU MISS ME? :D 
I miss you alot lehhh, always mind the thought of coming see you.
But then due to my laziness, my mission failed. Im sorry ok?
I know you are the best, you will forgive me. Right? Hehe. 
Love you the most laaa, <3 <3
Anyways, im going for work training later. BATA -______-
Seriously, 4.50 nia. Who will want do sial. Plus i work before, still need training kumlan.
But, too bad. I cant pangseh Aiai, . ___ . 
Okay, im done with my longlong post today. Actually its not long, is just that post on top long only. ^
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Sorrryyyyyyyyyyyy, okokokokok. 
Shall head to my Tom&Jerry now~ Must miss me yeah? I'll miss you. <3
ZaiJiannnnn, loveloves ok? <3 >.<

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