I miss you.

Hai Wim, I'm currently using korkor's iPad to update you. I'm really very sad now, I don't know what to do. I think of him, I swear I regret watching 'We not naughty' again. I cried, I think of him. I miss him. I miss it when I cry, and he's there to pad my head saying me silly. Calls me no to cry, cause its embarrassing. But still padding my head and gives me the sweetest smile. I miss it where we held each other's hand tightly thru out the movie. Even though our hand gets wet and sweaty, we still didn't let go of it. Octopus, can you tell me why did you let it go now? Why isit so easy for you to forget me? Why isit so easy to let go? I'm not that important to you? Not once? I really miss you a lot, memories will always stays in me. And please always remember, I will never forget you. Never forget what you did, what I did and what we did together. If time can be rewind, I swear I won't let you go. At the very first place. I swear I will accept you, I swear. Octopus, can you come back once more? Just the last time will do, it's okay if you are going to play me, It's okay if you are going to leave me again. I just want you once more, just one last time. I miss you, I seriously do. :'(