Monday, July 30, 2012

KNCY.


You want me at first, but i was too stupid to let you go and didnt cherish you.
So you gave up on me and i fell for you. 
You acted like you want me back, but dont know is N's or you want revenge or you just love me no more.

"Im sorry to throw away a treasure like you and picked up a stone like him."

I remember myself posting this. I dont know you is truly love me ,
or you just wanted to take a revenge on me or whatever.
But whenever we text, we'll quarrel. And after J comes in my life.
You didnt text me, so i didnt text you as i dont start conversation.
We had a indiret tweet to each other. But nothing improved.
And now im attached, you post this on your blog. : 
"I found out something too . She's attach . I knew it . She won't wait for me long like before . I don't love anyone now but she claim me loving someone . Don't wish me goodluck yeah ? Instead i would be the one wishing you goodluck . Lastlong with him and hopefully don't fall back for me again . And yes , you saw me , so what ? You don't really wish to see me right ? I know . I won't be the guy in your life anymore . I will disappear from your world . That's all and this shall be the last post i'mma posting for you yeah . "
Yeah, im attached. Its because i know he can treat me better than you do.
But then, i dont know is i still like you or i just feel guilty for what i did.
When i this post, my heart broke. I dont know what to do. :'/
Wait for you? I did, but what you did? Can you try being in my shoe and think?
Or try even walk a few steps, i think you might just fall. 
You dont love anyone? Are you 100percent sure about it?
Look at what you post on your twitter first before saying it out alright?
And i have to grats you that, you've been back together with Yixuan. Congrats yeah?
You aren't me, so how you know i dont wish to see you? Dont jump to conclusion k?
You've missed the chance of being the guy in my life anymore, no you wont disappear from my world.
You will be in my heart, deep down. Very down, a lil corner that i can never find. 
So i wont be feeling so much hurt, from you. Great that you've let me go so easily. 
Im happy for you. (:

Goodluck for the girl you are going for now ok? She definitely is 100times better than me.
Go for it, jiayous. ^~^ You will always exist in my dictionary, be it now or next time.
Remember ok? Oh wait, what you posted on facebook? O.O
'I have always wanted a sweet , faithful and loving girlfriend but seems like it's hard to find one . ♥'
You know? Im always in front of you. Is just that you are blind.
Or maybe is you are too slow to catch me when i fall for you.
The chance is gone, but its okay to you right? You still have zillions of zharbor(s) around you.
You can anyhow raise hand or say something, every zharbor will come to you.
Then you will have a girlfriend. Right? Hahaha. Ridiculous. Jiayous for that lucky girl ba. ^^ 

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