Fucking cat. -_-

Hai Wim-my, I'm back. I'm not gonna say about anything okay. Just gonna say what exactly fucking things happened just now. So I was sending precious's home. And there's this cat I saw this morning downstairs her house got bullied by two lil boy. Not really bully la, is only like scare the cat then they ran away. So I did nothing la, then this cat stomach very big. I think got another kitten inside her stomach. Then she sit until SiJiaoCaoTian. In Chinese. So me and precious was saying laa. Then after that as usual we went to the stairs, precious took her keys out. Then the fucking cat walk towards our direction. I ran up the stairs. Precious was like, meek don't go there she scared of you. Or something like that. Then the cat machiam disobey precious, she fucking go up the stairs. So I was reallyreally scared. I close my eyes hoping that it will go away. It got fucking worst, she came towards me and smell me. Wtf?! I shout and ran away, then the cat lie down there. I cried. D'; Literally I swear. Precious was fucking shock, I quickly hug her then ran off. I sumpah I very scared. And the next moment I call my boyfriend. He's fucking useless laa, he said nothing but. Buyao ku laa. Buyao ku laa. Lame right? So I cried all the way till 504 and on the phone with him till traffic light. I was walking damn fast no joke. I walked pass Botak Octopus tua, they saw me. I saw them too, but I instant ignore them and continue crying, I don't know why either. :// I was really scared and didn't want to do anything. I ignore the world. My first time being like this, I don't know why I so scared of cats also. Maybe cause they scratch me before. ): But that was so long ago, and it doesn't leave any scars what. Whatever k? I'm just fucking scared of them. Fuckofffff. I fucking not going to precious's house anymoreeeee. NO. I saw their reaction when they saw me, they gave me a very shocked face. Lolol. No time to troll, my heartbeat still very fast. I'm still very scared k? Maybe I should make myself stronger, I said I wanna be like xiaoyu right? Xiaoyu is not scared of all this, maybe I should Lian my danliang. I must be more ehgan, more strong. Not humji and only know how to cry. Yeah, maybe I should change myself. Right Wim? Okay whatever, I'm done here. Working tmr. ): 9hours, die. For the past few days things I will come back and update you again okay? I want you to be there for me Wim-my, ok? I love you. ):