today, 22may, i dreamt of you. it's totally not a good dream. and everything seems so slow, time passing really slow while i'm dreaming of you. sometimes i wonder, what the hell i did wrong in the past to suffer all this now. it just sucks so much, i can't get u in reality, i can't get u in my dreams either. just shows how much i should give up on you huh? ha. i can't get this anymore. why is every thing playing me like that, fuck my life.