i'm sorry i've broke my promise. i can't help it.
Sunday, May 18, 2014
save me from me;
要走就再也不要回来了; leave. don't ever turn back. i can't take this pain anymore. you've win, all the time. i defeat lose okay. i don't wanna play your game anymore. please. it hurts alot. you don't know how hard it is for me to pretend that everything is okay. you don't know how hard it is to say i don't give a fuck about you anymore. you don't know how hard it is to resist not knowing what you're doing, where you are, what happened to you when i hear your name being spoken out. you don't know how much i'm suffering just for you to be happy, just for me to forget you. i lost myself trying to be good enough for you. i lost myself trying to love you, and i lost myself trying to make you happy. but i'm such a failure. i ruined you, i ruined your life. i ruined everything. it's all my fault. maybe this is meant to be. we're not meant to be together till the end. you're my lesson, not my blessing. you left me here alone. but it's okay, i don't blame you. but since you've left, stop turning back. stop appearing in my notification, just stop whatever you're doing. please.
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